I love you, mom

This really sucks because I miss my mom so much! I don't know who would understand, heck, I don't even really understand. But for whatever reason, I am thinking about her a lot more than usual. I just wish that I could pick up the phone and call her. I keep imaginig her voice. I don't even know if I have her voice recorded on any family videos. I hope I do. I think that it would make me feel better knowing that I had that. Anyways, I guess I just needed to let that out. I hope that I am around for my girls for many, many years! I miss my mom. :( But grateful for all the time I had her.